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Yunxiang was a student at H City University. To everyone around her, she was an unimpeachable goddess — poised, untouchable, beyond reproach. But she harboured a peculiarity that no one knew about except her parents and a handful of fellow enthusiasts.

As for why her parents knew? Her spending in this particular area was impossible to hide. She still lived off their allowance, and every yuan that flowed out of the household account was perfectly visible to them. But her parents were broad-minded people. They hadn't said a word against it. Everyone had their quirks — and who knew, perhaps they had a few secrets of their own they'd never told their daughter.

It was National Golden Week now. The summer heat had retreated, and the air had begun to carry the first cool edge of autumn. The moment the holiday started and Yunxiang returned to the family's suburban villa, she wasted no time pressing a hidden panel inside her wardrobe. The wall behind it slid slowly open, revealing a downward passage. At the bottom of the passage was a sizeable basement room, hung and arranged with every conceivable variety of latex implement, dazzling in its abundance.

Yes — Yunxiang was a devoted, incurable latex enthusiast. Her comfortable upbringing meant she could satisfy her desires without limit. From the first time she'd stumbled across a latex suit video online as an elementary school student, her peculiarity had never faded. It had only intensified. Now she wanted nothing more than to be wrapped completely, every hour of every day, sealed inside latex — her sounds muffled, her breath concealed, not a single human surface left exposed. The technology didn't yet exist for the sort of miniaturized electronic and gas-filtration systems she dreamed of, built into the suit or the body itself. Perhaps someday it would. She hoped so. Until then, she only dared indulge at home. Wearing a realistic mask out in public was still far too easy to get wrong, and she was far too socially anxious to face the consequences, even if no one would know who was under the latex.

But tonight, she intended to push past herself. She was going out — fully encased — for the very first time.

She lifted a brand-new latex suit from its place, never worn before. She'd paid a considerable sum to have it custom-made, designed for absolute total enclosure. Laid flat on the bed, it looked unremarkable at first — no seams visible, nothing outwardly unusual. But the moment you touched it, you knew it was different. None of that drag traditional latex had. It slid like silk beneath your hand. This was a new-generation material with extraordinary elasticity and a property the manufacturer called self-adherence: it would spread and conform automatically to nearby body tissue. Thin as a cicada wing, yet completely opaque. Breathable. Calling it a “latex suit” was really just habit and visual similarity.

Yunxiang looked at it lying there on the bed and felt, in a haze, as if it had developed a life of its own — wriggling faintly, coaxing her to put it on. She lifted it to her face the way someone lifts a lover's hand, and breathed in deeply, greedily, savouring the familiar smell of rubber. The new material itself was odorless, of course. The distinctive rubber scent was something she'd specifically requested be added. That smell gave her a feeling of safety and consolation. It let her sink inward.

She walked briskly to the bathroom, cleaned herself thoroughly, performed a thorough enema, then dried off, netted her short hair, and walked out naked. The sun was going down. The temperature was nothing like high summer, and she sneezed and hunched her shoulders. Cold. Should've brought a towel.

She picked up the suit. At the navel, there was a nearly invisible hole, a few millimetres across — this was her entry point. She worked the edges outward with her fingers, and thanks to the extraordinary stretch of the material, the hole began to expand into an oval. She pushed two fingers in and pulled, then switched to both hands, stretching until the opening had reached a genuinely alarming diameter, large enough that you'd worry the suit was about to tear.

When she confirmed the opening exceeded her hip circumference, she sat on the edge of the bed, lifted her long legs, and fed them in. Skin met latex. A thread of coolness entered her body. The material was smooth enough that no lubricant was needed. Like pulling on fine stockings — the expensive, delicate suit caught on her legs as she slid into it, the sensation of her toes gliding through the latex irresistibly pleasurable. Her feet found the bottom. She lifted her latex-sheathed legs onto the bed, aligned each toe with its corresponding pocket, and pulled the leg section upward to conform to her calves and feet. Then she let go. The suit contracted. Light, even pressure settled over her legs as excess air was pushed out automatically. The latex lay perfectly against her skin.

She flexed her toes — now like polished black jade, slender and perfect. Not a trace of resistance. The latex hadn't shifted a millimetre. It might as well have been her own skin. She marvelled quietly at the craftsmanship.

Now for the three insertions. She stood, colour rising behind her expression, something low and indulgent moving in her eyes. She suppressed the sensation and worked the urinary catheter and vaginal insert into place. The moment each piece found its position, the material's self-adhering property took over. The catheter conformed to the walls of her urethra and extended inward to the limit of its reach. The vaginal insert spread across her inner walls the same way — and since both had been cast from moulds of Yunxiang's own body, the latex achieved a perfect fit against every fold of her flesh, every crease preserved in black. She spread herself open and looked. Everything had become latex. It looked as though she had always been made of it.

She nodded, satisfied, and repeated the process with the anal insert, feeling it spread through her passage until her previously stretched rim had regained its former tightness. To ensure full adhesion, she then took a large latex rod and worked it slowly into each opening in turn — the oversized girth pressing the latex lining firmly against her inner walls. The vaginal and anal inserts were each fitted at their ends with a membrane she could open or close at will: she could grant access to her real interior, or leave an outside visitor with nothing but a latex channel. Even when closed, the specialized membrane permitted the passage of fluids in both directions. The material's one-way permeability meant nothing from outside could harm her delicate interior, while her own secretions — intestinal fluid, arousal — could flow freely out.

She set the rod aside and pulled the suit up. Black latex swallowed her flat belly and her upturned ass. Her waist, already slim enough to circle with both hands, looked even more provocative under the suit's compression. The tight latex gathered and lifted her rear into a curve that could make any man lose his mind.

The suit stopped at the navel. Time for the upper half.

She stretched the opening wide again, bent backward, and hauled the upper portion over herself. Her hands slid into their channels. Before she could tidy her fingers she was already pulling the suit down with both hands while working her head up into the hood — then pressing the nasal inserts into her nostrils with her fingertips, feeling them conform and extend inward, sealing at their ends with the same permeable membrane as the others, which would allow her to breathe while blocking airborne particles, completing the seal.

This step had to come first. The suit, apart from its openable apertures, was completely sealed. If she hadn't gotten the nasal inserts in place before pulling the hood over her head, she could have asphyxiated. That would have been rather embarrassing.

With breathing secured, she could settle everything else at her leisure. She spread her fingers inside the smooth interior, aligning each one with its sheath, then used one hand to smooth the latex on the other back to a full seat. Both hands done.

Her small black latex hands came up to the face, feeling for the face piece and centreing it. The eyes — made from one-way transparent membrane — settled precisely over her eyeballs, conforming nearly flush but leaving a whisper of space, enough that the face wouldn't distort and she could blink freely. She blinked. Her vision was unobstructed. From outside, anyone looking would meet only a pair of expressionless latex orbs.

She tucked the mouthpiece in with her tongue extended, working the tongue sheath all the way to the base, biting into the dental guard. Then she picked up the latex rod — still slick with her own juices from the insertions earlier — and smiled a foggy smile beneath the latex. Her small latex mouth worked the thick thing down slowly, swallowing. She felt the faint tang of herself spreading through her mouth and throat as the latex unrolled and adhered, coating everything. She pushed the rod all the way in until only a pull-ring dangled at her lips, ensuring the latex had fully seated in her throat. The throat seal — like the others — could open and close. Currently, obviously, it was closed.

She walked to the full-length mirror and opened her latex mouth wide, then withdrew the rod. Inside, everything was black. The latex extended down into her throat until it disappeared.

She inserted the ear inserts next, then cupped her own breasts, aligning her nipples with their corresponding apertures. She pulled the upper seam of the opening down toward the navel. The hole at the navel began to close on its own, contracting inward and vanishing seamlessly into the depression of her navel.

She looked out at the window. The sun had set.

And she was completely encased. Not a centimetre of human skin remained visible.

She looked at herself in the mirror. The latex fit perfectly, not a single wrinkle. A second skin, newborn. Under the light, it shimmered with a dreamlike sheen. This layer of latex skin had sealed the human being inside it — airtight, seamless — within a blank-faced latex doll. No opening left anywhere.

She had studied her own kink deeply at one point. Its core elements were three, and all three were indispensable: human, non-human, total enclosure. The non-human element must completely wrap the human element while preserving human form — or at minimum retain some human characteristics, like the monster-girls of her favourite manga. In the real world, the closest and most practical approximation was a full-enclosure latex suit. Like right now. What she was savouring was exactly this: the comfort of being completely encased in something not-quite-human. The ability to observe the world normally while emitting no information about herself. An absolute mystery, wrapped in rubber.

She admired herself a while longer, confirmed everything was properly seated, then drifted upstairs and sat at the table to drink a specially prepared high-calorie nutritional supplement — preparation for what was ahead. Though her mouth was sealed in latex, this didn't interfere with eating. The material's selective permeability meant she could taste the food, and her saliva could move freely. The near-frictionless surface collected no residue. Convenient. The liquid meal meant she didn't even need to open the oral seal to ingest it. Still, there was something distinctly uncanny about a black latex humanoid sitting at a table, eating dinner.

After she finished, she rinsed her mouth and voided and cleaned herself, then went back down to the basement for another suit.

As a hopelessly committed latex enthusiast, she could hardly stop at one. The first suit's surface was so perfectly smooth — it had always been intended as a base layer. If it weren't for the breathplay portion of the evening's plan, she'd have added more layers still.

This second suit was made of more conventional latex — as wealthy as she was, she couldn't have every single piece be cutting-edge technology. But the smooth base layer made pulling this one on simple enough. Beyond the extensions into the three openings, this suit's key features were at the hands, feet, chest, and face.

The fingers and toes tapered into long, sharp black latex nails. Each nail bore a silver cross motif — coordinating with the rest of her planned ensemble. At the chest was an enormous pair of H-cup latex breasts, perfectly upright, with greatly swollen latex nipples that terminated in usable openings — breast pussies. And on the face: a vulva mask. The eyepiece used the same one-way transparent membrane, which meant the face was genuinely smooth and unbroken — not a single aperture, save for a latex vulva occupying the position of her mouth and nose. Encased in layer upon layer, Yunxiang was now even more unmistakably a sex doll. The face-vulva, the breast pussies, the lower openings — all rendered in vivid latex red, as if to remind any observer exactly what these places were for. Obscene. Spectacularly so.

But she wasn't finished dressing.

Next came an outfit styled after a nun's habit, made entirely in latex, plus a selection of smaller toys. Why a nun, specifically? Because the nun's vow of chastity, set against what was beneath it, created exactly the contrast that pushed her pleasure higher.

She picked up a pair of white latex stockings with suspenders. Across the thigh of each stocking, black lines traced an elaborate cross pattern. After applying lubricant, she raised her long legs — now double-encased in tight latex — and pulled the stockings on, hooking the garter straps at her waist. The stocking bands bit into the soft flesh at the tops of her thighs, adding another note of particular temptation to the whole picture. It was worth noting that at the top of each stocking, at the four compass points, there were small, inconspicuous black rings, each connected to a silver chain — apparently with some purpose to be revealed later.

Next, a black latex underbust corset, cinching a waist already narrow enough to seem impossible, throwing the flare of her latex-covered hips into sharp relief. Yunxiang pulled on a pair of pure white latex gloves — the fingertips extended to accommodate the protruding latex nails of the inner gloves, with corresponding ridged grooves in the fingertip sheaths that fit precisely over the raised cross motifs on the nails beneath. On the white gloves, those cross ridges showed as black. A small black cross was embossed on the back of each hand.

Her small white latex hands picked up a collar and fastened it around her throat. From the front hung a silver metal cross. From the back extended a long silver metal chain, terminating in a set of metal restraints.

The interior assembly was nearly complete. She picked up two sealed electric latex phalluses, connected two of the garter ring chains to the pull-rings at their bases, and — suppressing enormous waves of sensation — worked them slowly into her latex pussy and ass until they were completely buried, only the small pull-rings protruding. She pulled a pair of tight latex underwear on over them, securing the inserts in place. The vaginal device had been specially designed with a second, slender protrusion running upward into the urethra — which meant Yunxiang's right to urinate was now, for the duration, revoked. Her inner walls clenched and gripped the buried rods the way something with suction cups might, and the sensation of fullness sent her mind drifting pleasurably toward all sorts of depraved and frantic ideas. She couldn't quite imagine what she would look like once she turned these devices on.

Next, a black latex gag — a remote-controlled electric phallus mounted on a strap harness. The vulva face-piece worked around it as the rod slid in, opening to receive it the way a real cunt might, swallowing it down deep into her throat. She tied the strap behind her head. The massive insert filled her mouth completely. Her latex tongue was pinned beneath it, immovable. Speech was, of course, impossible. The filling in her throat was mildly uncomfortable, but within tolerance.

There were only a few more items on the bed. She picked up two oddly shaped silver latex wands, each with a claw end — four blunt, articulated tines — and a circular ring at the other end, sized to hold something. She snapped a vibrating egg into each ring, then slid the claw ends into the breast openings, pushing them through until the tines reached the latex layer covering her real nipples. The length was exactly right, just enough to leave the vibrating eggs visible at the tips. She pressed the button at the midpoint of each wand. The claws contracted and gripped the two latex nipple covers firmly.

The tines were blunt. The pressure wasn't heavy. There was a layer of latex as a buffer.

Her nipples were still exquisitely sensitive.

A wave of pain and diffuse pleasure arrived simultaneously. “Mm—!” The muffled, dense sound that came from Yunxiang's blocked mouth was somewhere between a moan and a whimper. Her whole latex body convulsed as if she'd been electrocuted. It took quite some time before she straightened up again, still breathing in heavy, uneven pulls.

She recovered. She clipped a pair of restraints and several remotes onto the garter rings, then pulled on a form-fitting latex nun's habit that fell to mid-calf, concealing every piece of evidence of her debauched interior. The robe was itself a restraint of sorts — its primary function was to restrict her stride and extend the journey. Over her face went a realistic skin-tone mask with a wig attached, bearing a face completely unlike her own. Over that: a black latex wimple and collar, the white cross motif stark against the latex black. A black latex mask over the lower face for additional concealment. Finally, her white-latex-socked feet stepped into black platform heels — ten centimetres of thick sole, fifteen centimetres of heel.

The ensemble was complete.

She looked at herself in the mirror. The layers of covering blurred her vision slightly, but not prohibitively. The woman in the mirror appeared to be simply a woman in a latex nun's habit. Her chest was somewhat extraordinary — genuinely H-cup, compressed by the habit to something approaching G-cup, impossible to ignore — but otherwise nothing overtly alarming was visible.

And who could guess that beneath this habit of piety, there was a woman completely wrapped in black latex, every orifice packed full, incapable of speech? The smell of rubber filled Yunxiang's nasal passages. The extremity of this contrast produced in her a pleasure she had no words for.

She walked several paces in the heels, getting used to them. Fully packed now, every step created friction between the inserts and her inner walls. The oral gag wasn't too bad — the pleasure of simulated fellatio was primarily psychological, after all — but the unbroken sensation from her pussy and ass was making her body tremble. And the devices weren't even on yet. After a few minutes, she'd more or less calibrated to the baseline stimulation of walking.

She took a breath.

She opened the front door.

The debauched nun stood at the gate of the villa's courtyard. About five kilometres away was an abandoned warehouse she'd already scouted out — her destination. She was going to switch every electric toy on her body to a random setting and walk there.

Which meant, at her current walking pace, she would be visible to passersby for over an hour.

She had never tried this kind of play before. Shame and anticipation braided themselves together, gnawing at her.

She kissed the cross hanging over her chest. Then she activated all her toys in sequence.

Set to random mode, they began to vibrate at varying intensities and frequencies. Yunxiang's legs nearly gave out. She grabbed the gate.

The one inside my pussy — why is it starting on high frequency already?

The others were manageable. But her cunt felt like it was being savagely fucked, every pulse of the vibe sending another surge through her. Her entire body resonated in response. She pushed the gate open. She hadn't taken three steps when the intensities shifted again. “Nnnh — nnh — NNH!” Now the vibrating eggs at her nipples had joined in. She barely used nipple stimulation during her usual play, and those nerves reported every buzz faithfully, directly to the centre of her brain. She immediately turned and caught herself against the gate, standing there absorbing the sensation.

By the time she was able to walk out of her own front gate with reasonable composure, ten full minutes had passed.

Five kilometres might have been too far…

A faint regret. A normal walk would take an hour. At this rate, she'd be lucky to make it in two.

Tap. Tap. Tap.

She walked.

The area was suburban, and her route ran from a villa district to an abandoned warehouse — both places saw little foot traffic. On a lucky night, she might not encounter anyone at all. A long section of the route followed a riverside fitness path, where she'd mainly meet joggers — and joggers didn't interrupt their rhythm for anything. Besides, H City was an advanced financial hub. People here were cosmopolitan. And with the National Day comic convention in full swing, most passersby would probably just assume she was a cosplayer heading home. She gave herself mental credit for thinking of that. Some of the tension loosened.

She walked in small steps along the path, mind split in two.

On one side: she felt like a child caught doing something wrong, terrified someone would see through her — scanning her surroundings anxiously, silently begging the street to stay empty.

On the other side: she was a needy, shameless slut who wanted to be seen exactly like this. She fantasized being in the middle of a crowd, pressed down beneath a restless stranger, thoroughly used. The unbearable shame of that image sent waves of pleasure striking directly at something fundamental in her.

Half an hour passed in this divided state. She hadn't encountered a single person. Her mood had softened; only a faint thread of shame and nervousness remained.

Then — slap slap slap slap — running footsteps, from behind.

Her heart shot into her throat. The psychological architecture she'd carefully constructed collapsed instantly. Every rational thought she'd prepared abandoned her in the same moment. Strange, panicked ideas rushed in. Would he stop to talk to her? Would he notice the devices? What if he tried to—

Multiple toys hit their peak settings simultaneously.

“Eeeh — eeh — eeh—!”

The muffled cry escaped her sealed mouth as Yunxiang lurched sideways. The sudden intensification hit her like a physical blow, and she nearly fell. She caught the moan almost immediately, but the buzzing of the devices wasn't going to stop for anyone. She was sweating with anxiety. She wanted to look back but couldn't bring herself to. She forced herself to look forward, kept walking, prayed the sound wasn't carrying.

But the spotlight effect has been well documented: people consistently overestimate how much attention others are paying them. Just as she'd reasoned earlier, the night jogger sailed past her on his own trajectory, his own breathing loud enough to mask the buzzing. As he passed, he glanced at her strange outfit with mild curiosity, didn't ask anything, and ran on.

She let out a long breath as she watched him go.

But what had just happened — that compressed knot of panic and shame, detonated against the uninterrupted body-pleasure — was something she couldn't move past cleanly. What struck her harder than the physical sensation was the mental impact. In that moment her mind had gone completely blank. Her usual sharpness had evaporated. She'd had no strategy, no response, nothing. She'd only moved mechanically, passively, following the direction of events and the momentum of her own body. Only the shame and nervousness had kept growing, spiralling around her like vines, layering around her heart. And then, on the far side of the shame, a decadent pleasure had bloomed like shoots after rain, and filled her head entirely.

She shook her head, clearing it. Kept walking.

She estimated another hour passed. She encountered several more joggers — men, women, young, old — none of them causing her any trouble. Except one. A man who looked around twenty. When she recalled it afterward, her face went hot beneath all the layers.

She'd heard the footsteps and breathing approaching and, more experienced now, kept walking without any fuss. But the footsteps stopped beside her. Actually stopped.

Yunxiang froze on instinct — then immediately regretted it. She couldn't speak. What exactly was she doing, stopping? Waiting for him to identify her as a pervert? She lifted her foot to keep walking. He spoke first.

“Excuse me — are you heading home after a cosplay event?”

She had no option but to nod. She could hardly shake her head. What would that mean — performance art? She didn't look at him, which was slightly rude, but she hoped it communicated that she wasn't interested in conversation.

She tried to walk around him and continue on. He caught up. Either he hadn't read her signals, or he was simply impervious to social cues.

“Hey, you look great. Could I get a photo with you?”

She felt she was losing her mind. He didn't seem to have bad intentions. But she was packed full of electric devices and her face was a rigid mask — one careful look and anyone would notice something was off. She waved him off impatiently and walked faster. He called a few more things after her. When he saw she genuinely wasn't going to respond, he gave up.

He turned to leave. And then seemed to notice something.

He stared. The stare reached her even through the layers of latex. He'd spotted that her body was trembling continuously. That the eyes above her mask were unusually glassy and fixed. And there was — faintly — a buzzing sound.

He'd read enough. An understanding smile spread across his face. He said nothing further, turned, and walked away.

He hadn't said a word. But that smile was like a small hand that wouldn't stop scratching at the inside of her chest — humiliating and infuriating in equal measure. Through that smile, she could read his thoughts, and they were clearly pretty accurate ones.

He knows…

She was wrapped in layer upon layer of latex, not a centimetre of skin exposed, and yet she felt like she was running naked through the street. All her elaborate camouflage had achieved nothing — had, in fact, made the shame worse. This feeling of publicly degrading herself and being seen through — it worked on her like a toxin, corroding her shame, feeding a guilt-pleasure so intense it was maddening. All five devices kept working at their separate rhythms. She couldn't hold back any longer.

A low, muffled sound. Her body began to shake violently. A flood of arousal soaked through her inner latex layer, blocked by the insert, pooling inside her. As her body shook, she could almost hear the faint liquid sound of herself.

Body and mind crested together.

I just came in public…

Thinking back on it afterward, Yunxiang realized she had apparently developed an incurable taste for exactly this. In her daily life she was always the goddess — cold, untouchable, above desire. And yet, that same goddess was now walking the street as a debauched latex nun, packed with toys, brought to orgasm by a stranger's teasing. The vertigo of that identity collapse did extraordinary things to her shame response. And beyond that — stripped of all conventional moral frameworks, giving oneself entirely to one's own nature produced an enormous pleasure all by itself. For a brief moment, she'd even wanted someone to deliberately use and degrade her while she was fully encased. That would be its own kind of extreme experience.

When you're alone, with no time-keeping device, enduring waves of sensation every moment, your sense of time becomes very unclear. Yunxiang had completely lost track of how far she'd come. She only knew that her pussy, her breasts, and her mouth were going numb, that the pleasure was diminishing, that the sustained drain had exhausted her. Nearly two hours of continuous stimulation was enough to push anyone to their limit. The latex inside her suit was saturated with sweat, clinging to her skin with an unpleasant damp stickiness.

Then the path under her feet ended. Before her stretched a patch of long wild grass. The huge shadow of the abandoned warehouse crouched in the dark ahead like some massive animal, waiting.

Almost there.

She quickened her pace, reached the warehouse door. The rust-eaten panel stood half open. She walked through it and into a small restroom she'd cleared out in advance.

She immediately stripped off the tight habit, tore off the wimple and collar, unclipped the remotes from the rings, and shut off everything on her body. She felt the vibrations that had accompanied her for nearly two hours go still. Then she lay flat on the couch, breathing hard.

In the lightless abandoned warehouse, a bizarre figure that had nearly merged with the darkness — a black latex doll — lay sprawled on the couch. Its enormous breasts rose and fell with each breath. The scene was as strange as any scene could be.

After some time, Yunxiang sat up. Her small black latex hands peeled away the mask. She gripped the pull-ring dangling from the vulva face piece and drew the massive oral insert slowly up from her throat, setting it upright on a nearby table. Her mouth was relatively clear — she'd swallowed her saliva as it accumulated. She worked her latex-numbed lips and stuck her black latex tongue out experimentally.

She reached down and removed her underwear, then pulled the vaginal insert free. The perfectly sealed latex pussy opened, and the fluid that had been dammed inside poured out. The urge to urinate wasn't urgent — heavy sweating and no water intake had kept her production low. But there was still a considerable amount running down her latex thighs to the floor, a sharp, strange smell spreading through the room. She pulled out the anal insert next. More fluid followed, adding another layer to the already less-than-pleasant atmosphere.

“Time for the next phase.”

She murmured it to herself, then worked all three rods — still damp — back into their places. The fullness returned immediately, sending her thoughts drifting.

She took out a hood she'd left in the room in advance, and a pair of earplugs. She climbed onto the table in the centre of the room. Sitting on it, she pressed the black earplugs into her latex-covered ear canals. These weren't ordinary foam plugs — they contained built-in acoustic wave generators that used destructive interference to achieve complete silence. She switched them on. She set the electric devices to begin automatically at maximum intensity in five minutes, with both the earplugs and the devices linked via local wireless to shut off simultaneously in two hours.

She picked up the restraints. Each set — wrists and ankles — had four lock rings, interconnected by chain, designed to lock two limbs and two fixed points together. She looped her ankles and the two nearest table legs into a single circuit. These locks were electronic, synced to the rest of the system. They would release when everything else did.

She pressed the first clasp shut herself.

Click.

No way back now. Two hours in this room, unless she dragged the table with her. And she couldn't force the ankle locks open, even if she tried.

Both legs secured. She picked up the hood and pulled it over her latex head — the head that bore only a vivid red vulva where her face should have been. The hood was completely lightless. When it was on, she would be blind. It had only a few tiny perforations at the nose-and-mouth position, which already significantly reduced airflow on their own. The additional layer of vulva face piece beneath it, plus the latex rod filling her mouth and throat, made it considerably worse.

The moment the hood went on, breathing became a struggle. Each breath required her full effort.

Last step.

Unable to see anything, she felt around and locked the collar chain to a nearby vertical support post, then secured her wrists to the other two table legs. Her right hand took several attempts — three limbs already fixed, the right hand alone had to swing the open cuff down toward an unseen table leg by feel, and it kept missing, clattering against air or hitting the table surface. Fortunately, the smart lock was designed not to close unless a ring was present — otherwise she'd never have managed it. After several tries, with the five-minute countdown likely nearly expired, she felt the last cuff catch and hold.

A long exhale. Hhhhhh.

She lay on the hard table surface. It was not comfortable.

Now: she could not see. She could not hear. She could not move. She lay spread-eagled, legs open, the latex pussy between them aimed directly at the doorway of the restroom. The only sounds were her own breath and heartbeat, perfectly audible in the silence the earplugs created. Her other senses sharpened to compensate. The heat of her body after nearly two hours of exertion was slowly dissipating. The sweat was drying. What remained was a persistent, uncomfortable stickiness against her skin.

She seemed to have genuinely become what she'd always wanted to be: a latex sex doll, unable to move. Black latex skin. Vivid red apertures. A body full of electric toys. No sight, no hearing. Head and limbs chained.

For the next two hours, everything she was would be locked to a table barely bigger than her own body. Nowhere to hide. Nowhere to go. Waiting, quietly, for —

Whatever comes.

But there was something else. She wasn't at home. She was outside.

Home was nearly absolute safety. She could do whatever she liked there without a second thought. But this was the wild. She had never locked herself down in an exposed location for two hours before. Even if no one was likely to come to an abandoned warehouse, the discomfort of not being safe mingled with a deep, body-hollowing anticipation. The devices weren't on yet. She tried to shift her body to relieve the emptiness and was denied by the chains, which only produced a dry rattling and the rustle of latex.

She tried to think of something else.

Her mind went, against her instructions, to: What if someone comes in, and she doesn't notice? Even now, she might still have a chance — the earplugs could only cancel airborne sound. She was pressed against the table, the table was on the floor, and if someone walked heavily enough, she might feel the vibration through the surface. But once the devices came on, being conscious would be the achievement — she'd never be able to distinguish a visitor's footsteps from her own body's trembling. Someone could be touching her right now, and she wouldn't know…

The thought made her want more, not less.

You're a complete sex doll right now. Anyone who found you could pull out the rods and use your untouched body however they wanted. Every hole.

That's right. You're a slut for anyone. A toy for anyone's use…

The devices turned on.

All of them. Simultaneously. Maximum.

Vibration alone clearly couldn't match thrusting at the same level of intensity — but five points, this frequency, this amplitude, was not something that could be endured calmly. The insert in her pussy hammered against her inner walls in rapid rhythm. Her walls contracted around it without her choosing to, gripping and releasing, opening and closing — as functional as a real mouth. Her sensitive ass and nipples were in the same condition; even through two layers of latex, the amplitude was enough to bring a thread of real pain. As for her mouth — her teeth were going numb. Almost no pleasure there, just the grinding vibration.

Why did I put a rod in my mouth?

The exertion accelerated her oxygen consumption. She had to breathe harder, which cost her more energy. The two-hour walk had already depleted a great deal of her reserves, even accounting for the high-calorie meal. And so, as time passed, her stamina drained. Her breathing shallowed. The pain of oxygen deprivation emerged, then grew like something wild — her lungs felt like they were burning, a scorching wave that never stopped and never crested.

But she wasn't asphyxiating completely. The hood's perforations kept her at the threshold of consciousness.

In this state, with her mind already beginning to blur, she became more sensitive, not less. The pleasure was intensifying.

When the brain is oxygen-deprived, it enters a state of lucid, semi-hallucinatory arousal. Combined with sexual stimulation, this produces a response with an intensity and addictive quality comparable to cocaine. Physiologically, asphyxiation generates sexual pleasure because oxygen deprivation triggers specific changes in neural transmitters: dopamine release increases; serotonin release increases; norepinephrine increases. As these excitatory neurotransmitters accumulate past a threshold, they can produce illusion, hallucination, and delirium. The brain's neurons at this point are extraordinarily active. Any sexual stimulus present — however mild, however imagined — gets amplified to a nearly unimaginable degree, producing pleasure far beyond the ordinary. Throughout this process, the brain is the primary generator of the sensation; simultaneously, blood pools in the genitals due to oxygen deprivation, which further intensifies the effect.

It was also genuinely dangerous. Misjudge the margin and the damage to the brain was real. But Yunxiang, on her first attempt, had stumbled into exactly the right zone. She'd also taken precautions — she wasn't actually gambling her life. The hood had a hidden layer. Sensors monitored the oxygen level inside; when it fell below a critical threshold, the inner layer would release compressed oxygen, sufficient to sustain her indefinitely. A small, reversible degree of impairment she considered acceptable.

And so, at the edge of suffocation, in that knot of pleasure and pain — Yunxiang arrived at the grandest orgasm of her life.

Her clouded mind could no longer articulate her own experience clearly. She only felt she had been carried up to somewhere above the clouds, her whole body weightless. Every cell seemed to be crying out and moaning at once. This must be something like transcendence — even the burning agony in her lungs had become almost irrelevant. Her reason was a small boat on an open sea, and the waves of pleasure could swamp it any moment. She tried to arch her back and was yanked flat by the chains. She tried to press her thighs together and produced only the futile sound of chain-links pulling taut.

All she could do was lie there and shake. Breathing in gasps. Moaning in broken, muffled sounds.

Nn~ Nn~ Nnn-ahh — ahh — AHH—

The table rattled beneath her. The knocking travelled through the quiet of the night.

In the mechanics of erotic asphyxiation, fantasy is also a key component. Oxygen deprivation typically induces dizziness, and under those conditions the mind operates in one of two basic modes: hypoxia plus self-generated fantasy produces pleasure; hypoxia plus external sexual stimulation produces pleasure. Yunxiang now had both. And under the catalysis of arousal, her brain inevitably generated its visions, pushing her experience further still.

In her blur, a light appeared before her eyes — eyes that should have been in complete darkness. She blinked dazedly and tried to sit up toward it, only to be reminded by the chains that she was still held down. The light intensified. Then she could see it clearly: moonlight, streaming through a window. She was still on the table in the restroom. Pale silver light fell across her metallic latex body, dazzling reflections rising off it like stars. But — why? Her eyes were covered.

She could feel the chains at her collar allowed her to tilt her head slightly, but she had no energy to pursue the question.

She saw the shadows in the room stir. They flowed and pooled and resolved into dark human shapes — figures with her own slender proportions, their breasts full as ripe fruit. The shapes seemed dressed in full-enclosure latex, featureless, no face distinguishable, no detail visible, only their latex skin catching the moonlight in obscene shimmer.

Then she saw: each figure had a cock hanging between its legs. The diameter was terrifying.

At the exact moment she registered this, she felt every opening in her body unlock. The inserts were pulled free. The devastating emptiness that replaced them devoured what was left of her reason like some primordial thing. She didn't question the supernatural scene in front of her. Desire had entirely replaced thought. She was shaking. She needed to be filled. She needed to be used. She needed to be treated roughly, handled like an object.

“Fuck me — fill me now — I'm a latex fucktoy, use me, all of you, come here, come IN—”

She heard her own melodic voice screaming degraded, pathetic things. She was begging. Begging these black figures, these entities of unclear nature, to push their latex cocks into her body. It didn't shame her. It only made her hotter, more desperate.

Her plea was answered almost before she finished it. She blinked, and they were already positioned around her — their bodies liquid, ignoring the table and the restraints as if neither existed. A rod entered her ass from below first.

“AHH—!”

Pain of stretching and violent pleasure arrived at the same instant. Then a figure pressed down on top of her, a dark shaft filling her mouth, swallowing every filthy word she still had left. The same figure's hands, two fingers apiece, slid into the breast openings and began working at the latex-covered nipples beneath, kneading.

The figure was weightless — impossibly, unnervingly light.

Her ass was full. Her mouth was full. Her nipples were being worked. Her pussy was still empty. The absence there, magnified by the contrast, shredded everything that remained of her reason. She writhed. Her body shook with wanting.

The last rod entered her.

She came the instant it did.

The black shapes worked in and out of her, hard and relentless, each thrust carrying the threat of going through her entirely, raising an obscene bulge against her lower belly. Her inner walls clenched and rippled around the latex rods the way something alive would, every fold stimulating the surface, pulling for more. Her mouth sucked and worked at the rod filling it — her tongue was pinned, useless — she sucked harder, swallowed compulsively, hoping the tightness of her wet throat might be satisfying to whatever was using it. She twisted within the limits of her chains, the links ringing clean and bright, meeting the figures' brutal rhythm.

Muffled sounds poured from her continuously. She rolled her head, twisted her hips.

Pleasure… so much pleasure… so this is what it's like to be taken…

Tears ran from beneath the latex covering her eyes. A blissful and debauched smile spread beneath all the layers. The rods and her walls belonged together. Being used this way produced a pleasure she had never known — this disrespect, this willing degradation, this surrender. She imagined herself having lost the right to be a person. Fully collapsed into a latex fucktoy. Her entire future life to be spent beneath someone.

Another peak arrived.

“AHHH—!”

The cry escaped even through the rod that filled her mouth. The fluid that had gathered inside her surged and was blocked by the rod, forced back, sloshing against her inner walls — the kinetic heat of it spreading across her lower belly, the faint obscene sound of it audible in the trembling of her body.

The orgasm subsided. Yunxiang, nearly at her limit, grew heavier, darker. The figures dissolved. Obviously: all of it had been her own hallucination. Only the fullness of her body remained, faithfully present.

She had lost all sense of time entirely. The pleasure — amplified by the deprivation of her senses and the thin oxygen — came in tides, one after another. The orgasms were the large waves. Each one nearly capsized what remained of her consciousness. She could lose awareness at any moment. Her whole system had entered a semi-conscious state. The trembling of her body had grown weaker as her strength bled away.

Eventually, well into the second half of the night: a series of soft clicks. The locks released. The devices went still.

Yunxiang lay motionless, like a doll. Like a body. Nothing moved.

She hadn't fully returned yet. And even when she did, she had no strength to rise. Another half hour passed before the exhausted latex doll trembled off the edge of the table and lay down on the couch instead.

Four hours of sustained orgasm and two hours of oxygen restriction had nearly hollowed her out. She didn't want to move a single finger. But she had to be back before dawn — otherwise she'd be trapped in this warehouse until the following night, and by then she'd be too hungry to walk. She absolutely could not be on the street in daylight. She'd be reported as a deviant and marched to the nearest police station. Which, admittedly, wasn't entirely inaccurate.

As she lay resting, she replayed the night's events in her mind — particularly those hallucinatory visions. She hadn't known, until now, what she was capable of when pleasure fully occupied the high ground. The things she'd said, the things she'd wanted.

“But… it was compelling.”

She also noted that some stray animal may have been drawn in by the sounds she'd made earlier. The pressure she'd felt from the figures might have been a cat or dog jumping onto the table, then being frightened away.

She rested for nearly an hour. Strength gradually returned. She estimated it was around one or two in the morning — four or five hours until dawn. She removed every toy from her body and left them, along with the nun's habit, where they were. She'd come back for them later. No one was going to take them. And they weren't worth much anyway.

Recovering her senses — all five of them, returning one by one — and regaining control of her own body gave Yunxiang a feeling like being born again. This, she realized, was itself a form of pleasure. It was said that the first breath after near-asphyxiation could trigger its own euphoria, possibly even orgasm. What she felt now was something close to that.

And so, half-liquid with exhaustion, Yunxiang followed the moonlight out of the warehouse — still in her latex skin, still wearing the vulva mask — and made her slow, unhurried way back toward the villa.

Whether she'd meet anyone: she had stopped caring. If she frightened someone, it wouldn't be her who was frightened. Ha. She even produced a quiet, strange laugh at the thought.

After tonight, she felt she understood something she hadn't before. That moment of coming in public, especially — it had given her something. To hide yourself completely and then expose yourself completely, in the same moment. To have that experience once was enough to make you need it again. It was exactly like a drug. It had taken her body. It had done something to the inside of her.

Is this what it means to fall?

No one answered. Only she knew.

She thought it through as she walked. If an ordinary person encountered a latex-clad deviant like herself, their first instinct would be to look away or run — not to interfere. Even if someone photographed her, no one would know who was inside. She'd had no reason to panic as much as she had on the way out. And if someone actually tried to touch her, she could have her security detail there in minutes. Play freely. There was no face to recognize. The skin was latex. The proportions were artificial. Her own mother couldn't identify her — well, her parents probably could, but nobody else.

The revelation felt enormous.

Yunxiang walked through the moonlit night, entertaining this new understanding, wondering idly whether she'd ever act on it.

She probably would. ❤